Hard times for the Richter's

These last few weeks were a very hard for Dale and I..  We found out that we were pregnant.  We were 7 weeks pregnant and we were happy and cheerful, we were finally pregnant. We had so much excitement.   But then the rug come out from underneath our feet when I miscarried the baby.. We were both heart broken.  I have never cried so hard in my whole life.  I am so hurt.  I question everything... Why.....Why did it have to happen to us?  We would have giving this child so much love..  Why did we have to miscarry our baby?  Why is there so many people getting abortions why did we have to miscarry?  Why is so many teens pregnant, why did we have to miscarry our baby?  It is shocking, heartbreaking to realize what was happening.  It hurts everyday.  I have a very hard time with it, it isn't easy to loose a child, I know I haven't even met them, but I was totally in love with him/her...Everything that i have ever went through in my life, I would have to say this was the hardest...It has been a week now, but I think about it constantly.  I am so lost.  I go to work just to get away from what I am truly feeling inside.  I finally had a piece of dale, and I lost it... I am so heart broken....
I know you all are saying try again...It is harder than you think.  I have a rare vaginal bacteria, that I have to take antibiotics.  Dale has to take the same antibiotics for 14 days...I have to take them for 7 month, during my menses... I have to clear up this bacteria before I will allow a child to grow within me.. I have to take precautions.  Better to be safe then sorry... I so long to have a child of our own.  I am not sure how I will ever get over losing my first child... But I will learn how to deal with it... And we will try again!