A birthday day to remember....

Today, would be my dad's birthday. He would have been 74 years old. I sometimes questions why the events of that day went the way they did. I dont even know if I remember what his voice sounded like, what his hands looked like, what his facial features looked like, or anything else for that matter. I guess I just can't believe it has been 9 years, 9 years, it sometimes feels like yesterday. I keep thinking what if i forget everything about him, would he hate me and never forgive me? I guess I just wont know until the time comes. But, at least I will always remember his birthday!!