Changes in LIfe

I will be 31 years old this year and there will be many changes in my life. The past year has been many changes for dale and I we have a teenager living with us, what a change that is for Dale and I. So much drama, daily... What do you do when you don't know the answers to your own questions. How do you help some one who needs your help but you have no idea how to help her for you don't agree with what she is doing with her life. For she doesn't care what you think or what you have to say. How do you be a parent for a child who isn't yours? How do you guide her in the right direction when she doesn't give you the time of day. Why is life so hard. How can you pretend to respect someone who you really don't respect because they have not given you any reason to respect them. Why is it so hard to have trust in a relationship? Why cant trusting people come easier? Why are teens so messed up? Why can't families just get along? Why is my family so screwed up? Why are the rocks of the family so hard to come by? Why am I blogging this to the world, is it because I have nobody who will listen? Why cant I break down and cry? Why is crying for me so hard? Why are some girls soft like butterflies and some tough like Buffalo's? Why do I have to be a Buffalo, why can't I be a Buffafly or something? Why am I writing in circles, am I making any sense and why don't I care? Am I getting depressed, am I angry at the world or am I just crazy? I have no clue, I just have a head full of things to say. Am I searching for somewhere to go, a better place, a warmer climate, I don't know, do you?