Exercising and eating right Part 2

So 3 days ago I started trying to eat right and exercising. Well, the exercising is going great, I have worked out the last 3 days and for 45 minutes each time. I love the way it is making me feel, and I can hardly wait for the results. However the eating right part, not so good. Yesterday I made this amazing apple pie. Did I pass on a piece for myself? No, I ate right up like it was going out of style, just my piece. Of course I went grocery shopping on Friday and bought everything healthy and spent 80 dollars at Wallie world. Then later on Friday, I took Dale and we spent another 180 dollars on a lot of junk. I can say though that I have only been drinking water and no soda or no juice or no Power-ade. I am happy about that. With this conclusion, I have lost 2 pounds in 3 days. So exercising does work work I just have to do it everyday...

Eatting right and exercising

I have been having issues with being obsessed with my weight and I have pledged to myself that I am going to drop 20 pounds and I am going to exercise every day for a few monthes and see what the results will be. I am also NOT going to drink any drinks with sugar in it, that means no more doctor Pepper. I am going to drop these extra pounds. I can do it because I want to do it. I will exercise on the treadmill everyday and also do my slim jam video that I purchased from ebay for less than 5 dollars. I can hardly wait to see the results in a couple of weeks. What is really going to affect me is work 13 to 14 hour shifts 3 days a week, but those day I will have to push my self extra hard. But because my mind is set to doing it I can do it. I am also going to eat better, no more snacking before supper, or after 730 at night. I will also drink lots and lots of water. I will try my best to lose a little bit of weight before Christmas, without putting it all back on, on Christmas day. Please help support my plan to become a healthier, leaner, and skinner me.

Kids

So to add to my older post about parenting I have had a bad time at the store last night with someone else's screaming kids. The question here is will there be kids in my future? Probably not after this....

Cool apron and potholder giveaway!!

My life belongs to him is having a great give away. She home made an apron and potholders, don't they both look great, she has some talent. Want to win, enter on her blog site.
www.mylifebelongstohim.blogspot.com

Parenting

For a while now I have been thinking about starting a family. Would I be good at it?Would I totally suck at it? Would I like being a mom? Would Dale like being a Dad? Would I want a baby? Would I want to adapt? Do I want to become pregnant? Would it make life complicated? Would I know what to do? Is our relationship strong enough? Would I be strong enough?
Well lately I have wondered all of these questions. I love my life with just Dale. I totally love to be spoiled. But are we missing something. I always think it would be nice to have one or two, but do I really want any children. It is really hard for me to just come up with a decision. I know Dale doesn't want any and would I hurt our relationship if I asked? I don't want to jeopardize our relationship because of separate ideas. I am lost for words. How do you convince a man to have a child when he has his mind set on not having any? Why is a life changing situations so hard. How do I get the strength to come up and ask him. I have no idea.
Now you are probably asking yourself, is she afraid of her husband? The answer is no, he could not hurt a fly. But I don't want him to feel like I betrayed him or make him feel uncomfortable with me. You know I am not getting any younger. I am getting older. Now, every second counts.
The doctor said I may not even become pregnant with my age now. I am at higher risk of having a disable child or mentally delayed child. Do I want to do that to myself or the child? I was born with a bad heart. Would I be able to pull through the pregnancy? Would there be complications while in labor. Would Dale have to choose me or the child? I would not want him to make that decision. I am at loss. It is my fault for waiting so long to come up with answers. Dale may not even be able to get me pregnant for he was a late riser in his family. But whatever we will deal with the cards that were dealt to us.

Last week, at the hospital where I work I had a 92 year old patient. She was widowed, and never had any children because her husband was infertile. She told me on her death bed,the only thing in life she regretted was not having any children. As she laid there dying, I sat there thinking, holding her hand and looking around her room, she had no one. She was alone. All her siblings were dead, her husband was deceased, and she never had any children to hold her hand as I did when she took her last breath. I guess I just don't want to be alone when that time comes.

Crazies in the Newspaper

I was sitting reading a few different papers today at work and these were some of the classifieds that were listed.
Amana washer $100. Owned by clean bachelor who seldom washed.
Snow blower for sale...only used on snowy days.
Free puppies...part German shepherd part dog
Tickle me elmo, still in box, comes with it's own 1988 mustang, 5l, auto, excellent condition $6800
Cows, calves never bred... also 1 gay bull for sale.
Free puppies: 1/2 cocker spaniel1/2 sneaky neighbor's dog
Nordic track $300 hardly used call chubbie
Found: dirty white dog...looks like a rat...been out awhile...better be reward.
I hope most of these are miss spellings because if not we have real crazies out there

A new little friend

Simba loves Winne the pooh


Winne and Simba


Smelling his new home


Simba loves cuddling in blankets


Who could say no to Simba, Just look at him..

My husband Dale 4 days ago brought me this little darling home. I had to bottle feed him every 3 hours during the day and night. He was so little and I am so glad that he is finally eating out of a dish. We finally also picked out a name for him... SIMBA is what we have called him. What do you think of his name we choose for him. Do you think it is a cats name or not??